I am kind of stressed out.  It is Monday, and I have an exam Wednesday, a paper due, and my journals due.  Also I have an exam Monday and two exams Tuesday.  The good thing about all of this is that I get to be home for good on tuesday or wednesday have not decided yet but I am so glad.  I am worn out completely.  So I have a lot to do.  Next Monday is also mine and Evan’s two year anniversary.  I am going to get him something but I have no idea what. I mean I had an idea but I am kind of second guessing myself wondering if he would even like it or not.  AHH it gets harder and harder to buy things for him!! Because I want to get him something he wants really bad but is special too.  Oh man my stress level is through the roof.  I would write longer but I just have so many things to do so I will write before bed again. Oh I lmost forgot!!! IT SNOWED TODAY!! it was like a freaking blizzard.  And it is super cold as well.  I will write more later have a good afternoon.

Decorating was fun last night.  I love putting up all of my ornaments that I made seventeen, sixteen, and so on years ago.  Evan helped and so did dad.  But there is still more decorating besides the tree to do.  Today, though I have to go to hobby lobby, I have to get a lot of work done on my “project.”  Lara is going to bring the girls over today so I can watch them too. I love those girls.  Right now I am watching Charmed, waiting on mom to finish getting ready.  Charmed is an awesome show, right along with bewitched.  I was watching bewitched last night, started with episode one, I really love that show. I wonder why the quit recording charmed, it i such a great show.  I know that there is no such things as witches, but just the idea of it is really imaginative.  It’s like when you watch it you just get lost in a different world.  I wish that i could freeze and blow things up with my hands, or orb across the country, or have premonitions.  That would be awesome. I know I know it is silly but it is fun.  I will write more later but right now my mom is waiting on me to go to hobby lobby.

So I have severely slacked this week, I am sorry, I am making up for it with hopefully numerous posts in the next few days.  Today has been exciting.  Went to a movie with dad and Lara, it is tradition.  We saw Four Chritmases, and I thought it was really funny. I really enjoyed it.  But now I am ready to rip my hair out, I am busy busy busy, I am trying to be crafty for christmas this year.  Lets just say now i know why I don’t do things like this more often.  I know that the outcome will be great but it is a lot of hard work.  It can be fun, but I just get so frustrated with things.  Thanksgiving was amazing I spent it with two wonderful families and for that I am very thankful. There are a lot of things I am thankful for.  I am thankful for everyone for supporting me.  I am especially thankful for my parents because without them I could do nothing.  I am thankful for Evan, he is nothing short of amazing to me.  He has been there for me for everything and puts up with my crazy self and I love him for that. I love him period.  I LOVE MY FAMILY AND MY LIFE.  I am truly blessed.  Tonight will be fun though, after Evan gets off of work he is coming over here.  It is time to decorate for my favorite holiday! Christmas!! Most people like Christmas because of the gifts but that is the least of it for me.  It is just a fun holiday, it brings people together, has great music, and is just GREAT!!!  Now there are a few things that annoy me but I just ignore them.  I really hate the day AFTER thanksgving.  Everyone is doing there Christmas shopping.  Today at Bridgestreet, this woman freakin plowed over me.  I was standing in the bark by P.F. Changs and this woman just decided that she would, instead of walking around me, try to walk through me.  It just made me livid.  Some people have no respect.  Oh well I quickly got over it.  Oh I almost forgot, during the movie this guy phone rings….and he actually answered it,and carried on a freakin converation.  Dad got mad and was like “dude did you REALLY answer your phone in the freakin movie,” either he didn’t hear him or he just ignored him.  Well anyways I will update again later and let everyone know how tonights decorating goes!!

So I am back to school for two days, how silly is that? Anyways we won’t get started on that one .  It is a really nasty way to start off the holiday week, it has not stopped raining all day long.  What is sad is that I had on a cute outfit but had to change because I was soaking wet, yuck.  I hate wet feet it drives me crazy.  I have seriously thought about just skipping my english class, but I have Jimminy Cricket as my conscience.  So its really nice to know that the people who deal with heat and air in the building don’t know how to run it.  It is freakin 80 + degrees in my room. If i am hot you KNOW it has to be hot.  I always stay cold, but it is so hot I don’t even sleep with any covers and my roomate and I have both wondow open… and it is STILL hot. First it was freezing, and not it is a freakin sauna! Man do I love college life Last night I got in late because we had a big shindig at the Anderson house, which was great, although I spent most of it watchin my beautiful, crazy, loveable nieces.  It was fun though, my nitch is definately children.  I know i want to nurse dealing with them.  Now I would prefer to nurse in a pediatric office thats nine to five, but beggars can;t be choosers, we shall see. It all depends on where my life takes me whether is it here, Decatur, another state (preferably Texas) hehe, but we shall see.  I would love to live in Texas, I mean I know that it is pretty far but it is like a home away from home.  When my family and I lived in Texas I absolutely loved it.  It was beautiful and different and nothing at all like you would think it would be like.  The cost of living is expensive but who am I kidding I am going to be rich, well I will have to be Evan and I have way too much expensive taste not to be . I am kidding, although not about the taste part, I don’t know what I will be or where I will be, I just know wat I will be and who I will be it with, and I am very excited about it.  Life is great, and it goes underappreciated, even by me.  I was watching to today show this morning while eating breakfast, and this 16 year-old girl was on there with her mother, she had survived a cougar attack! wow. She definately knows the meaning of life is great, considering she almost had it ripped away from her.  You should youtube it or google and watch or read about it. It bit her thigh, her arm, and ripped a hole in her head, she had to have staples (lots of them).  And all she was worried about was her hair She is a very blessed girl.  Well I guess I should go to english and I guess I will, she probably wont hold us the full time, but everyone have a great day and I will write more later.

I have honestly had it with people. I wish people would grow up! Once again people have been messing with my things. And I’m sorry but I am passed pissed. I made marshmallow snowmen on my door, with toothpics for the nose and arms. People have pulled the toothpics out and created male genitalia, and it may be funny, but to me it is not, it is immature and aggravating. I can’t have my own things because people vandalize them. I don’t understand why people can’t grow up.  I thought I could get away from things, finally be around mature adults and I was sadly mistaken.  It is beyond ridiculous. This day just gets worse. My roommate is really going through a rough time right now and I am worried about her, I cannot discuss the matter on here.  Oh and my UNA portal is not working in the dorms so I cannot check my mail and I really need to. I am just so aggravated right now.  I need a security camera on my door. I am so mad I can’t even think of what to say, my mind can’t keep up with it’s self.  I applied for jobs today on the more positive note.  However I cannot decide what I want to do, I guess it depends on the details and who offers me the job, we will see, if I could check my email. Anyone want to check?? This day is just blah, Lara and the girls did not come, but she is supposed to come Thursday and we are going to Olive Garden for dinner, and Evan is coming tomorrow.  I just need a break. Period.

I am in need of a Thanksgiving break.  I am exhausted.  I woke up today, actually daddy woke me up today, in time to go to my little “breakfast club” before Biology class today,eat, and head to class with some classmates.  Get to class and there is a note on the door…. you have got to be kidding me.  ”Mrs. Pebworth’s 8 am and 2 pm classes are CANCELLED due to her being ill”  I could have slept in until 9:15.  Makes me so sad.  But I have a lab today, no fun, my lab teacher is a big NERD.  He carries a holster on his belt, and guess what is in it… pipets! Haha.  Well today is the last lab, and I studied for the quiz for a total of ten minutes. I am just kind of rambling today nothing over the top has happened yet today except that I could have slept in.  I am about to be a TV lush and watch it before class.  Anyways, Lara and the girls are coming today pretty stoked about that, but not this weather.. it’s freakin cold. I really don’t care whether it is hot or cold just as long as it picks one and stays. I’m tired of drinking orange juice.  But I have no clue what we are going to do today.  Not much to do here really I mean sure it is better than Decatur but not much. There has really been no point to today’s blog yet, just to put what is in my head on well not paper but the computer screen. I am going to go look at the beautiful blackberry storm that I want hopefully dad has figured out a plan, cause T-MOBILE sucks! Oh I almost forgot! did everyone catch the NEW Jeff Dunham Christmas Special.  Its recorded at the Anderson household if not Have a great day.. Expect more later.

I am so sorry to everyone! I have been so busy! All that matters is that things are back to normal.  So where do I even begin? Well I will being with I vow to never go without posting that long again Last week was hectic.  I had papers due, tests to study for, classes to register for, and sleep to catch up on.  Whew, just listing it stresses me out! WELCOME TO COLLEGE.  Which is where is thought I was, but apparently I was greatly mistaken.  I have obviously entered the great world of Kindergarten all over again! I do not understand how students can be so immature and childish.  It really baffles me.  I came home last night and Sarah, my roommate, had left me a not on our white board on the door.  It also had a drawing on it and where she and I both were.  Well between trips to my car someone erased the board.  Its really childish, and we have figured out who it is.  The girl across the hall, Elizabeth, saw the girl who live next door, erase our board one night.  Apparently, she and my roommate like the same guy; however, the same guy only likes Sarah.  Needless to say someone is throwing a hissy fit and “vandalizing” I guess you could say, our “property.”  I wonder if she is responsible for drawing and male body part on my turkey as well.  It greatly disturbs me to know that people who want to be treated as an adult and with respect, cannot show others the same courtesy.  It makes me really angry.  I decorated for christmas last night, ( I know a little early) but i wanted to be able to enjoy it before I have to go home for the holidays, and I am worried that someone my destroy MY personal things.  I will never understand why people can’t just grow up.  I had to vent about that, so thank you for reading.  Thats just college I guess. Just another experience.

So i had a few misshaps in the previous post it is supposed to say—-ATE and THERE not Their

Last night I went out with my rommate Sarah and some of her friends.  We went and at at Wok-n-Roll.  It was actually really yummy.  But I have decided that I am more mature than most people my age.  It is an on going theory of mine.  I felt the same way in high school.  Alot of the  things people my age find funny, to me are just really not that funny.  I am beginning to feel like I don’t fit in with my age.  Well I have felt that way, but I am continuing to feel that way.  So after we ate, I came back to the room while they went to wal-mart, and studied for my history quiz friday.  There is just something about Evan and I that neither one of us mesh well with people our age.  At least He understands hw it feels…we are the in-betweens.  Like at church we didn’t and still don’t really fit in with the youth, however the people we feel comfortable around are married, and we are not their either.  Anyways, today I woke up feeling  nasty! I think I am getting what just about every student on campus has.. the crud. Yuck.  That is the bad thing about living in a building with tons of people is things get passed around easily. Not one of the better experiences as a college student I must admit. Well I think this is enough random thoughts on college life today Nothing special.

It is the day after the election, and Just to let everyone know, Bush is still our president until January 20,2009.  I am so sick of listening to all the whiney people. God has a plan and it is bigger than McCain or Obama.  I don’t understand why people think it is the end of the world.  The world is still turning. haha.  I think college students are the worst.  Half of them do not even know enough about either candidate to complain! I would know because I had to do alot of reasearch to understand myself.  I just wish people would try and look at the bigger picture. I am a part of history, and that in itself is just awesome So to all of those who are bummed about the election please try and gather the BIGGER picture.  God has a plan, and it involves Obama being in office.  Maybe this will help sort through some feelings..

Everyone must submit himself to the governing authorities, for there is no authority except that which God has established. The authorities that exist have been established by God.

Romans 13:1

Remind the people to be subject to rulers and authorities, to be obedient, to be ready to do whatever is good, 2to slander no one, to be peaceable and considerate, and to show true humility toward all men.

Titus 3:1-2

America is great! and I am proud to be an American we are an EXCEPTIONAL country